I FUCKING LOVE THIS PICTURE. And even more with this quote.
I feel like I’ve hit a brick wall in pretty much all areas of my life and its making this really hard for me.
I don’t have an appetite and if I do want to eat its usually something terrible…which I haven’t been giving into really which means I’ve been eating too little and I haven’t exercised in what feels like forever. Ok its been four days. But that’s way too long a gap. I have to just force myself to do better maybe then I’ll get over this mental…whatever it is I’m going through AGAIN. How are you guys?
What keeps you motivated?
Hello everyone, I’ve been getting a steady flow of new followers and I feel like I never talk to you guys…So here’s a question! What keeps you going on this whole healthy weight loss thing when you’re at your lowest point and you have those dreadful “why am I even bothering” thoughts. For me it would definitely by my family health history and all the crap that’s most likely going to effect my health when I get older if I keep living the way I use to. Sure everyone has health risks from living an unhealthy lifestyle but as I’ve said on here time and time again my family has terrible genetics is seems like and I just get stuck with every friggin illness and disease known to man. Well…I would if I’m not careful. So that’s what keeps me going. What about you? I don’t care what it is or how stupid you think it is tell me what keeps you motivated?
Yeah so…
4th of July…I’m having a few glasses of wine. Oh and I ate a white bread bun. Do I feel guilty? No. And I shouldn’t. Because it’s unhealthy to feel guilty for eating even if it’s out of your “healthy” range. Plus I don’t do this kind of thing all the time anymore :D Muhahhaha happy political holiday that I don’t really care about because my people were brought over on a boat day!
Seriously though I’ve never really cared much for most political holidays…and not just because my people were brought over on a boat haha.
If Your SW or CW is 150 lbs or over, Reblog. I want to follow you.
(Source: my-thinspirations)
Sorry about the late intake updates guys. I think on the weekends there’s more of a chance of them being uploaded the morning after just because I can’t always get to the computer as much during the weekend…But they will be uploaded. Anyway, here’s yesterday’s intake. A little low I know but I’m working on it.
Ugh potato chips are NOT worth the friggin calories or the fat…or the sodium…
Seriously eleven friggin chips is like 160 calories…Do you know what I could eat for 160 calories and be FULL?! I hate stupid foods that aren’t even filling and have an unnecessary amount of crap in them. This is why I honestly don’t mind skipping on the junk food as much. I could be fuller and more healthy if I had something else.
About me
So I'm just a 20 year old lesbian who is sick of being unhealthy and fat. Now yes, I know I will never be TINY...but I can't take these unnecessary rolls anymore. If you're into the whole all body acceptance thing then that's awesome. So am I. I'm not judging anyone based on their body type. I just know that I am unhealthy and I want to lose weight. If you don't like that or my thinspo/fitspo then you don't have to look at my blog. 
